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My Dear
There once was a time,
Where I thought you to be kind.
To be nice,
To be caring,
To be decent.
We both know time proves a lot of things.
Time proves lies to be false,
Truths to be true,
Fantasies to be nothing but a dream.
Time proves those hastily spoken words
To be nothing but a lie.
For that, I cannot blame solely you.
Though they passed your lips first,
So too are mine guilty.
While you could have had the decency to wait,
I should have had the sense to run.
After all,
I never did really see your wings.
I wanted to.
I so badly wanted to.
I wanted to fly with you,
Bury myself in your feathers,
And forget the sight of those unforgettable wings.
Yet those golden wings would always overlap,
No matter how hard I tried.
I couldn’t let go of that radiance.
Her light crept into everything we did,
And overshadowed everything we felt.
Then I finally began to fall,
To place my trust
In your brown I was beginning to see.
I finally trusted you to catch me.
To keep me safe
And to hold me.
I
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These prints are to hopefully make some extra money to help pay for my accommodation and cost of living when I eventually start studying at University.

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Hello to anyone who still actually pays any attention to updates from me! kaomoji set 1 1/19 It has been an eternity. Still! I hope everyone is doing well! kaomoji set 1 5/19
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It's been almost a year and a half since I last wrote a journal, and in that time I've rolled over my 6th anniversary milestone and somehow reached over 15k pageviews - which I'm surprised and thankful for. I never had anything planned for either of those, plus "The Art Block" is still very much in place. So, I have no clue what to do to celebrate... kaomoji set 1 13/19
I've also lost a few watchers since then, which is understandable considering how inactive I've been.
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University ended up being a thing I was not able to do. kaomoji set 1 17/19 I wasn't in a very good place right from the get go and as I started not being able to keep up with my coursework I also began falling into depression. Eventually I lost motivation and became too anxious to ask for help with either my coursework or my mental health. Then in the middle of that year I became physically sick and stayed sick, with fluctuating degrees of severity, until I came home in October. I ended up failing most of my papers and I was still in a depressed state, so my family and I decided that I'd take some time off studying and work for my parents as a signwriter. Overall it was a pretty shit year.
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Some good things did come from 2015 despite my academics and mental state. kaomoji set 1 6/19 I loved living in a hall of residence (a uni dorm) for instance! I was in a side house with 21 other people and it was like a family, it felt really great. Plus I had the privilege of being a fire warden in charge of people's safety and a master key. I enjoyed being able to help like that, and I'd gladly do something like it again. Also, this may lose me a few more watchers, I decided that I wanted to be out when I left home. I've known that I'm not straight since six or seven years ago when I was 14, atm I've settled on the term pan/omnisexual, but I was at an all girls school; so I felt coming out then would be like loading the gun myself. It might be good to note that lgbtq support is essentially nonexistent in my hometown. Anyway, I joined UniQ (the uni's lgbtq support club/group thing) where I met some wonderful people and that really helped me understand myself, gain a little more confidence, and lead me to where I am today. Currently I'm out and open with strangers, the majority of my friends, and social media which my family doesn't frequent (e.g. tumblr, twitter, and now here too). But I'm not out to most of my family, I only came out to one of my cousins about two months ago.
So yeah, not all bad~ kaomoji set 1 7/19
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Fast forward to now and I'm still working for my parents, I've learnt quite a bit and I get to do more stuff in the business; which is nice~ I have a lot of things that I could do, but I'm still not sure and haven't decided on anything other than more travel. I'm okay with that though. kaomoji set 1 5/19 I'm a lot happier and a lot less stressed than I was a few years ago. Although I still get very anxious or have panic attacks sometimes, I'm mostly able to deal with life. That's a whole world away from what I could do. So, for now, I'm happy with that.
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I don't know when I'll create things again, but I have some good photos from when I went on holiday last year; so I'll probably gradually edit and upload them.
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Thanks for sticking with me though all of this~ kaomoji set 1 9/19
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  • Watching: Sailor Moon! The subbed '90s show~
  • Playing: Picross Cat Slave~ Love my Nonograms!
  • Drinking: Mint Green Tea~ Sooo good...

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Abigail / アビゲイル
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
New Zealand
Welcome Bunny by Syumi
こんにちはみんなさん~!私の名前はアビゲイルです。どぞよろしくな~
えーと、なんて言えばいいわからない...^^;

Hello everyone~! ^^ For those of you who can't read Japanese I've just introduced myself and said that I don't know what to say... Heheh....

Anyway! My name's Abigail and I'm a 20 year old from New Zealand (You can see me above in my natural habitat). I'm currently working in my parents' signwriting business, doing a bit of everything from design to installation. Although it's very production based, design and setup is kind of expected to be done essentially free of charge, so no groundbreaking designs come from it.
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Whilst growing up I've developed the mindset that everything in life is a form of art and that there is beauty and wonder in most people and things. Even on the internet I don't have a huge amount of friends nor am I really popular. However I love the few very close friends I do have on and off the net as they mean the world to me and I honestly don't know where I'd be without them.
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As you'll see in my stamps, I often take a very very long time to reply even though I do read every single comment/reply/note that I get. It's usually because I get too busy to reply to everyone, or I can't think of what to say so I put it off. For that I really want to apologise in advance... I love talking to people and I feel really bad when I go into my messages and see things from months ago. So I just wanted to warn you and to let you know that I truly am sorry.
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Currently I am in the middle of a huge art block. I am entirely lost at the moment when it comes to creativity and artistic drive. I have no idea what to do, set my sights on, or move towards. And when I do get a vague idea I end up losing direction before anything substantial has come from it. So I hope you can all bear with me while I figure out how to get through this.
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I think that's enough text for now. So here's some stamps for you to look at.

The Welcome Stamp by Busiris Hello Doctor Stamp by TwilightProwler Spread The Llama Love Badge by other-covers Feedback Love by Luishi17 Delayed Reply Stamp by IanMeta We're all mad here. by SekerAsar New Zealand Stamp by l8 I love kawaii by prosaix Art at 3 AM by blackdahlia Fave and Run Stamp by Spyridon STAMP: Glasses by Emotikonz The Neverending Stamp by SusantheMartian No More Racism Stamp by VanHarley Hufflepuff Stamp by smileystamps I am an anime fanatic stamp by grkcuban
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Where you can find me:
Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee Battle.net: Andromeda#1861 Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee
Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee SMITE: Andromeda183 Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee
Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee Curse Voice: Andromeda183 Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee
Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee Discord: Andromeda183#2142 Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee
Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee PlayStation Network: Andromeda183 Tiny Pink Heart by Dri-Bee
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Kaity-Chameleon Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2017
Thanks for the :llama:!
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eagleraven Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2017
Thank You For The Llama Badge.
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CSuk-1T Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2016   Digital Artist
:iconblakelord::icondsfav1plz::icondsfav2plz::icondsfav3plz: of 'STAR WARS FANART: STORMTROOPER CASUALTY' and
:iconthankyou1::iconthankyou2: for :iconanime-eye: at my art :kiss::iconrightthumbsupplz::icongrin--plz::iconlefthumbsupplz: :nod: Carlos :flaguk:
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AmandaMary28 Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Ⓣⓗⓐⓝⓚ Ⓨⓞⓤ Ⓕⓞⓡ Ⓣⓗⓔ Ⓕⓐⓥⓢ!!! ^_^ It really means a lot!!! ^_^ 
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ArtLover57 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2] You're welcome~! :heart:
They were honestly overdue since my watch notifications have been pilling up for a bit...
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penguinkissus Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2016
Thank you so much for the watchhh QvQ<33333 
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner May 16, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch. I'm glad you're taking such an interest in my artwork :hug:
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AlphonseElricsWife Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2015  Student Filmographer
thanks for the fave! I love your id!!!
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ArtLover57 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! Your chibi style looks really cute~! :iconbunnyglompplz:
Thank you!! ((>////<)) I was kinda nervous about putting it up since I'm not in photos a lot ww Thanks for the fave btw~!
I looked back and I think we last talked in July! Kao Emoji-49 (Shocked) [V3] Sorry for not replying T^T How have you been lately?
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AlphonseElricsWife Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2015  Student Filmographer
Awww thank you!
Haha. Yeah youre a qt! No problem!

Haha its fine! life happens to us all. I've been ok. Yourself?
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